Rosh haShanah, the Jewish Lunar New Year (kind of…. We mix up sun and moon, and Leap about seven times in Nineteen years), comes in Twenty nine days, Tishri following Elul. We spend the month Getting ready for a Most solemn party, Full of drink and song, Reflection, retrospection, And, if we attend to The texts thrust into our Hands when walking into Shul (what, walk into what? Where? Really?), We offer praise and appreciation To the single holy Incomprehensible, utterly Other and closest-of-close Infinite One. If we attend To the texts. If we attend to the Texts, and traditions, and The unceasing flow of words, We might briefly apprehend What that gratitude and praise Implies. If and if. Isn’t a new start, a New Year, another set of Old, and maybe new, Ifs and ifs? Ifs and Hopes? Ifs and prayers Of ifs and hopes? Let this month of Elul Be a productive month for Me. Let me put behind what should Be left behind (out out damned Virus!). What should be Recalled, who should be Remembered, let me make My list. And may I be Released from What should be Forgiven, if not forgotten. Let this new moon Prepare me for the Coming new moon And may the Infinite One Be gracious with us all. (Written during our Covid days…)
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